I'm not quite positive what today's post is about... I don't even know why I felt led to come write. But maybe someone will take the time to read it. And maybe it will serve a purpose..
As I'm getting older, I'm beginning to realize that this world is a crazy place... It really really scares me sometimes. And so often, I question.. Why did God create me? What is my purpose? WHY does God love me, love us?! And why is this all so confusing? Why can't I walk with God the way Adam did?! Why did God allow His perfect creation to mess up? And why doesn't He come back already?! Why do more and more generations continue to come to endure this suffering?! So many questions!! And most of them I will never know! I don't understand God's perfect plan. I don't understand it at all. Not one bit... I search the scriptures.. I pray for answers. I ask others for advice, in understanding all of this... And you know what? I always come to the same conclusion. And as difficult as it is, I'm learning to accept it. The only answer, is trust. Jesus wants me to TRUST Him. Its the most difficult thing I've ever done. I have to have FAITH, that Jesus Christ loves me.. I have to trust, that I wasn't an accident. God has a perfect plan. One that each of us is apart of. And even though we don't now, one day we really will understand that He really did know what He was doing! And so I guess I come to the conclusion, that even though life doesn't make ANY sense to these little brains of ours, everything really will work together for the good to them who love God, to them who are called according to His purpose! I hope each of you have a blessed night, and please feel free to contact me!!! I'd love to pray for you! I pray that I have encouraged someone! Goodnight <3
